In any case!
Hello Lovelies!
I return, if only for a moment (and sadly, without pictures) to remind you, well, I'm still alive :)
I have been laid off from Mavericks, pretty much due to no reason at all. I have been unfairly phased off the schedule and I don't know why. I thought I would be moving out June 1st, but, as I have lost my job, and any source of income, that seems very hard to do right now. Also, my potential roomate is thinking about having her boyfriend move in instead...... what? ah, well, forget that!!
So after much worrying, stressing-out and praying, I have finally come to peace with my current situation. I have been rather depressed lately (as I get when I am broke) because of many factors:
- I finally have all the time in the world to hang out, go out on auditions and do fun stuff, but no (gas or shopping) money to do it with. I never seem to have the time to enjoy my money, or the money to enjoy my free time (i.e. looking for a job).
- Mimi was out visiting this week from Atlanta. It was a good visit, she stayed in my room for 3 nights and we got some really good talks in. However, as I greet her the first day, she says with her hands open for a hug "Ambie!! How are you!? I've missed you!! I have cancer!" ....what? just like that?! WHO DOES THAT! anyway, she is having surgery next week on her head to remove the cancerous lump, then allowing herself one day to recover before she goes back out to grand rapids!
- When I finally get the guts and the research done to MOVE OUT on my OWN, my plans get foiled!
So, That is why I have been stressed and moody lately...
Good news-
After visiting with Mimi and having the prayer support of Ryan and Mimi the past few weeks, I am feeling a strange peace about everything. Like, Just like a walking-Bob-Marley-song-peacefulness. Its nice. And it's keeping me sane.
I'll probably be back to extra work until I figure out my next plan of attack, which is fine, but boring :(
k, I have to get off this computer now!
GOOD DAY!
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