Hello darling!
I have been thinking a lot lately and wanted to record my many scrambled goals, thoughts and questions rolling around in my head. Maybe it will help me to sleep better, who knows?
- I want to make a demo reel. Do I think I have good material for a great demo reel? Not really, but I can shorten it up to make the good reactions I have be the focus, instead of the horrible sound and cheezy lines... I don't know how to edit, so I will have to pick out a couple scenes I want and ask a friend to do it for free or cheap. (Which means low priority, which means I will have to wait forever for it to be done) But hey, I want the advantage of having a reel!
And hopefully that reel will get me work, better work, with which I can fashion a lovely new reel out of!
-I want to learn out to edit. I cannot possibly afford (time or my non-existent money) to go tot film school or anything elaborate. But I do own a lovely little macbook, with basic video editing software and I have youtube. You'd think I'd be able to make something useful out of it.... I wish someone could teach me how to edit a reel or little short films / music videos I might want to make. just for practice.
-I got a new job! God always has a way of reassuring me I'm not a total screwup when I feel hopeless and broke. I started at the Intercontinental Hotel Los Angeles Century City (yes, that is the full name) as a front desk agent thanks to my good friend actress and director, Anna. The job pays well, and it is my first full time job with benefits. I like this security! Being able to afford things and pay off my debt slowly but surely is fabulous. However I do not like being unavailable. I haven't been able to go to a single audition since I've started and I haven't had much of a social life either. But now that I am less worried about learning everyones names and the computer system (a real, complicated pain, i might add) I can focus on executing my precious time off on what I want. (which unfortunately, is damn near everything.)
-I've had to walk almost exactly a mile to work every day and I dont mind the walk, I feel good and my legs are adjusting to the demands of standing for 8 hours straight much better than I thought. I've also lost 2 pounds from walking. (no diet this month, i'm too broke to buy healthy foods, not too mention too tired to care much). However, I wish the hotel had a better parking solution, as I have to search and fight for a new spot every day on Pico...
-I cannot wait to find a new apartment in LA! I dont know how much I will be able to afford yet. I am thinking I'll be able to swing anywhere from 600-800 a month if it includes utilities and I don't need a new car :/
I haven't decided whether I would prefer having a roommate or not, I suppose it depends on the roommate. But here are some of the things I would like to see in my ideal apartment search:
1. Parking! Parking included, no fighting for a spot at my own place! I want my own parking spot or permit, and I need to feel safe parking and walking to my apartment.
2. Location. I need to be close to Century City/ West LA (my job and Ryan) while still being close to Hollywood and freeways for auditions. I am hoping to find something off Santa Monica Blvd, Olymipic or Pico.... all very busy, diverse areas near everything I need. Also considering West Hollywood, Beverly Hills (I know its ridiculously expensive and boring but it is so close to my work!!) and Santa Monica...
3. Space. The smaller the better. I'm never home and I never sleep. I just need a place to keep my crap. I do not want a lot of clutter or a lot to have to clean. a studio or loft would be superb for now until I can afford a nice apartment and a social life...
4. Perks. I would IDEALLY love to have a pool, fitness center, running trail nearby, and washer and dyer (I don't mind paying, I just need it there), and cable and wifi of some sort to use. I would also really really, really really, REALLY love rooftop access or a balcony with a great view. But I realize that is asking for more than my share of good luck in LA, so I'll stick with finding a safe place to park. ;)
5. Month to month rent would be ideal as I have no idea where I'll be in 6 months to a year from now. Also being able to get a kitten and keep it there would be nice! I want a little black kitten so badly!!!
My ideal roommate would be a 20-30 yr old female, clean and friendly. Preferably someone with high ambitions in the entertainment industry so we could understand if not support each other's goals not to mention crazy schedules and sleeping hours. Or someone who is quiet and doesn't mind me hardly ever being home. My ideal roommate would be a fellow actress or model or director who understands auditions, "image", pressure and creativity.
I think I've said too much but at least it's not swimming around in my head anymore. There. its out there, and if anyone wants to look for an apartment with me, I would be delighted! And I wont hold you to any of my ideals. They are just me thinking about what I would want....
-Does anyone know of a good place to sell computer parts? I have a 250 GB RAM for my PC laptop that I never used but my uncle threw away the damn packaging, it was worth $55.00. I would like to sell it if I could find the right place to go to.....
-Does anyone edit and put together demo reels for free or for trade? I can't imagine it would take long, I don't have much material :/
-I'm sad that I've spent the entire summer indoors. Not once have I gotten to get to the beach :(
-Yes, I do get discounts on many hotel chains now. Intercontinental, Holiday Inn, Holiday Inn Express, Candlewood Suites, Staybridge Suites, Hotel Indigo, and Crowne Plaza. at least 20 % for me and 15% for friends and family depending on availability, so let me know if you need the hook up!
